Nah! Nah! Nah! Hey! Hey! Hey! GOODBYE!

Yesterday was my last official day at my non-profit job and I'd say things went pretty well. All my coworkers took me out to lunch at Bertucci's and I was given a certificate of appreciation by the executive director of the agency.

Although I appreciate this nice gesture,I will say I was somewhat annoyed at some of my coworkers at the goodbye lunch. As you know, I caught a group of my coworkers talking trash about me and gossiping about me on thier lunch break and that created some drama/tension between my co-workers and I. Also, it was because of those nasty/mouthy women that I was motivated to find another job. So I guess in a way I should thank them for motivating me to get a BETTER job and with this better job I can FINALLY start to have a decent social life and save up $ for barber/cosmetology school. Anyway, to get back to the point. I was just annoyed that these women and the bitch ass computer tech who were talking trash about me and treating me crappy, had the nerve to attend my goodbye lunch. If I didn't like someone you wouldn't catch me going to their party or signing any cards, but I guess they just wanted the lunch etc......Also, while I was giving my speech I could see them rolling thier eyes and talking amongst themselves. Maybe I should have called them out on it right then and there, but I figured I'd leave on a good note and not create any last minute drama. With thier nasty attitudes and bitchy personalities, I'm sure they'll go very far in life (Sarcastic)

Now with my non-profit job out of the way, I need to focus my attention to my retail job and work on leaving that, but for some reason I feel guilty/bad about turning in a letter of resignation. It could be beacuse I've worked there for 4 years and unlike my non-profit job, I'm well respected by my superiors and peers. There might be the occasional dumbass teen they hire who doesn't like me, but usually that person doesn't last long. Also, I guess I feel sorta bad beacuse they're understaffed and with it being holiday season they'll need me. I did write up a letter saying I could NOT work durring the week, but I have made myself avaialbe on weekends from 4-10pm. I figure I can do that and then ease myself out of this job.

I find it so odd how I was able to leave my non-profit job so easily especially when I've made so many attachments to the clients and invested so much of my creativity in that job, but at my retail job where I've been made to work all sorts of crappy hours/holidays and put up with dumb ass customers and yet I'm finding it so hard to just leave this job? Anyway, I guess I'll see how they react to my letter and I'll take it from there and maybe then I can finally work up the nerve to say GOODBYE!